She liked how the cold bit at her cheek on nights like this when she could feel its lips. On these nights, the colors contrasted, the yellow of the taxis huddled against the black sky. Everything in lamplight. She wondered if it might snow.
She sucked in as if from a cigarette. “So where to now?” Rachel asked her friends also clad in dark jackets and bright heels.
“Well, do we want to go to another bar, or a club, or– ”
“No,” Nellie said, interrupting Jasmine, who side-eyed to say, “Or weren’t Adam and Elisha having a party?”
“Tomorrow night,” Rachel said.
“Oh yeah, okay,” said Jasmine. “Or we could get food and figure it out?”
Rachel’s mouth tightened. She should have eaten the wings they were offered. But she didn’t like how her fingers still stuck even after wiping them with a napkin, and she didn’t want to deal with waiting in line for the bathroom just to use the sink. At the same time, she was too hungry and it was so early, that she knew she wouldn’t be able to sit down somewhere to eat and not order anything with fries.
“How about Soup ’N Burger?” she offered.
Nellie mmm-ed and Jasmine’s eyes brightened and her hands raised like she had been inflated.
Immediately inside the air warmed like the diner and everyone inside were breathing beneath a heavy blanket. It smelled of noodle soups with celery and coffee, and the lights aged the walls yellow like newspaper.
“I’m definitely getting soup,” said Nellie over the percussion of silverware.
“You have to,” said Jasmine. “It’s in the name.”
“You don’t have to,” said Rachel.
“On your first time, you do,” said Jasmine, in mock offense to Rachel before facing at Nellie.
“Do I have to get a burger too?” said Nellie.
Jasmine gave one of those long, sharp hums like she was deciding. “No,” she said. “The burgers are just okay. They char them too much.”
“Nooo,” Rachel said in gleeful disagreement. “That’s what makes them good.” Turning to Nellie, she said, “it’s like they were cooked in a fireplace. The soup’s really good too. The cheese and broccoli.”
“I might get an omelette,” said Jasmine.
“Oh with the home fries?” said Rachel in approval.
“I’m definitely getting coffee,” said Nellie, her eyes nudging at the wallet-looking flask peeking from her jacket pocket.
They got a booth against the wall. Rachel had always appreciated that the leather seats weren’t vinyl. She also liked the pictures on the wall of people and places she didn’t know.
When her patty melt came, she dug a fry between the cheese and burger and ate it. Nellie noticed and dipped one of her fries into her cheesy soup.
“Oh, I’ve never tried that,” Rachel said, wide-eyed. “Can I have some?”
Swallowing, Nellie nodded and slid her bowl over. Jasmine took one of Rachel’s fries and tried it too.
“We’re gonna need to get more fries,” Jasmine said.
“And soup,” said Rachel over the fries in her mouth.
The soupy fries sharpened the whiskey in their coffees. They had to drink them black because sometimes, if a cup sat too long, the liquor separated from the milk or cream. This being a college part of town, sometimes the servers looked for that, and sometimes they said something.
Their server hadn’t said anything other than “sure” when, while she refilled their coffees, they asked for a basket of fries and another bowl of soup. She wore a bandana over her hair and looked like Frances McDormand. When she leaned down to take Nellie’s empty plate with her free hand, the way she held the coffee pot above and away from the table, with the kitchen and counter behind her, her mouth slightly open and eyes blank with thought — Rachel wanted that picture framed in her future home, to show her kids and their kids where she had lived once, what it was like.